| Sunday, 12-Feb-2006 15:31 |
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Today in history...
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Sunday...happening in one day...
I went to malaysia and have been wanting to take a pictures of this commercial ads that is very the confusing, i consider it a blooper. (later see the picture)
Today around 10+am, i met my fren who asked me to accompany her to go to an old Cheshire Home. Well, i never thought of anything wrong about that place until i went in. I was totally quiet all the way coz I think seeing the disabled people kinda make me felt as if i never cherish my life. My fren asked me to be cool and talked to the people there and i kinda feel very awkward. well, at last I bring up my courage and talked to the 2 eldery disabled woman.one is a chinese aunty while the other is an old malay lady. most of the people there are really friendly except me with my awkwardness i think. so i talked to them when and watch their daily life. playing around, staring at the sky...or blankly into space. well, i kept wondering what are they thinking about until they can be in a dazed for so long. maybe they thoughts of happy things though, since i can see the glow of happiness in their face even they were in that home. they well taken care off. I turned to look at the malay lady and put some courage to talked to her. like have she eaten...but i paused for a ling time to bring another courage to asked her more question. Its not that I dunno what to speak to her, its just that i'm afraid that maybe some words that i asked can hurt their feelings or anything since they lived inside there. but i tried and managed to talked to her alot of things, most of her reply are just nodding since her speech is not that clear. then the lunch part came, and they were given food to eat. thats when i & my friend help her divide the food that she liked to eat and dislike. that is when i started to stare at her and realized that she has the same reflection of my late mother. they way she smiled & eat...I couldnt help it but my heart just kept getting heavier. she remind me of my mother when she was in hospital bed and she lost all her memory of her kids except me. her smile remind me of my mother when she smiled at me and call my name. when she eat she remind me of my mother tried to take out her knots that the doctor tied and told me that she will bring me to Johor Bahru to eat Mee Hoon Soto at Komtar. we always do that when i was 10yrs old. The pain just kept coming and i couldnt help myself but to turn away and wipe something that come out of my eyes :-) . when we finish eating, she said she wanted to go to her room, so my fren help to push her while i cowardly tried to avoid another pain in me. after that she wanted to go back to the place that we met and sits there. so my fren push again and i followed behind...once reach, my fren went to another person while i sat beside her. somehow i felt that i becoming to feel at ease beside her and start to connected with their happiness. i started to dazed off and look at the flowers and fruits that they grew there, i started to appreciates it and chat with her of how nice the flowers becoming and how fresh the fruits looked. when my fren sound me if we should make a move, i kinda feel heavy to leave. so i asked her if how long the girl that my fren wanted to see but she went to church will be back. my fren said maybe ard 1-2PM. I thought of wanting to asked her to wait for a while, but realizing that she's hungry. so i kinda agree with her coz i'm hungry too :-D . thats place was such a nice place...to leave that place is like leaving part of your life over there. everyone was happy to see us, thanks to my fren for bringing me there coz it was such a beautiful experience... :-) .
haiz...so i bring my fren to Beach Road and we ate there until we start to make a move, once in the ECP expressway, i remembered that my fren never went to mount faber & kent ridge. the road that we took is along the way there, so i asked her and she give the GO ahead. we went there and looked at the scenery. well, upon reaching there, she kinda complained about how hard to go up the stairs lah..bla bla..hehe. but at last we went up and enjoy the scenery. we took some pics over there too. actually i wanted to go there just to cheer myself up too and it's worth it :-D . after that we went to kent ridge but never took any pics because of the lame scenery over there. and i let her tried the devil road of kent ridge which has trecherous bend and corners. after that all, then we returned home. its was a nice experience and my fren told me that is a TODAY in history day for her! hahaha. Well its kinda fun being a tour guide for my fren since i think if i want her to tour guide for me, we will lost forever! even though singapore is a small country bwhahaha.
Wah..such a long story but its worth it...Enjoy my pics... 8-)
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